Why I don't trust Italian men...?

Yesterday evening Giose brought up the discussion why I don't trust Italian guys. And it's true, I don't trust Italian men! I know it's awful, almost like a discrimination that just because they are men and they are born in Italy I don't take their words 100% seriously. I listen to what they say, I take it in but in some kind of way I don't believe it all.

The questions is why? And the answer is that I don't really know. I guess it's experiences I had . Stories I heard. Movies I've seen....

I really think italian men can me very extremely charming, romantic and lovely but I've met too many idiots and liers on my way here that I really find it hard to trust people. And in that way I've been told I don't give people a fair chance. And it's true. I know I need to risk to be able to win. And I need to open up and let people in to be able to move on. But the fact that two of the guys that have hurt me most have been two lying Italians doesn't really make it very easy....

If I decide to stay in Italy I know I need to change my attitude against these poor Italians guys. I've meeting and getting to know so many nice people here in Milan, so maybe it's time to break my hard wall I'm keeping up and give them a chance. A third chance...

xoxo

~ Eminem & Rihanna~ Love the way you lie ~
Love love love this song. The Eminem I once adored is back with lots of good music!! :)

Best of Miss Burke!

Love at first sight - Love the song!!!!!!!!!! Love the video! Love Alexandra!
You go girl :)

xoxo


~ Alexandra Burke Feat Laza Morgan ~ Start Without You ~

Ape @ Van Gogh Cafe' with Stefii

Pic from Van Gogh Cafe tonight. Its becoming one of my favourite bars here in Milan so you'll see more of it.

Today we decided that we gonna go away Friday - Saturday, but we don't know where... The sea side? Gardaland? Miralandia? Or maybe go to a city like Venice or something...? Donno. Tomorrow we need to book anyway...

Now I gonna study one hour before going to bed. Tomorrow morning I need to be at work early...

Sharing one of my favourite songs in these days. Most Italian guys will die when I say that as they hate this song but I love it!!! Listen to it, it's so sweet.

Laku noc to all of you (good night in croatian:)

xoxo

~ Valerio Scanu - Tutte Le Volte Che ~

Albachiara!

Didn't study that much tonight in the end... :(

Ended up sorting out e-mails (got a chock among them and needed half an hour to get back on track), chatting to some friends and then looking at London shopping websites online. Been told I need a new bikini and I take that very seriously, so now I gonna buy a new bikini asap :)

Before going to bed I share one of the best Italian songs ever, Albachiara. I honor it to you Johanna! And to Andrea and Matteo in memories of best time ever in Ireland 2004.

Masaa al-khair to you all!! (good night in middle easten Arabic) - Someone just left a comment saying I look lebaneese, hmm... Swedish... lebaneese... same thing different names? ;)

xoxo

~Vasco Rossi - Albachiara ~

Tre metri sopra il cielo

Tonight we've cooked a very yammi spagetti with cherry tomatoes, prawns and chili and then we watched one of my favourite movies of all times; "Tre metri sopra il cielo". Do I need to stay we both cried like little babys. It's so sad but also a very very beautiful film.

Watching this movie made me remeber old times in my life, the good times that became extremly bad times... times when I thought I was happy... but it was times when I cried more than I laughed.... Even if I mostly remember it as good times, in reality it must have been bad times...? Life is strange!

Now I gonna make a nice phone call before sleeping so I can go to bed with a smile on my face :)

xoxo

Lovely quote from the film:

"E tutto quello che devi fare è metterti le cuffie, sdraiarti e ascoltare il cd della tua vita, traccia dopo traccia, nessuna è andata persa. Tutte sono state vissute e tutte, in un modo o nell'altro, servono ad andare avanti. Non pentirti non giudicarti, sei quello che sei e non c'è niente di meglio al mondo. Pause, rewind, play e ancora, ancora, ancora. Non spegnere mai il tuo campionatore, continua a registrare e a mettere insieme nuovi suoni per riempire il caos che hai dentro, e se scenderà una lacrima quando lo ascolti, beh, non aver paura: è come la lacrima di un fan che ascolta la sua canzone preferita."

Lovely song from the film:

~ Lamb - Gabriel (I can fly) ~

Scusa Ma Ti Chiamo Amore

Tonight something big happened. I managed to say no to an invite to go out dancing, something I more and less never manage to do normally. Luca and his friends were going to the beach club and Johanna and I was close to join but in the end we said no and followed our plans to stay home to have movie evening together.

We saw the movie "Scusa ma ti chiamo amore", one of my favourite Italian movies. So sweet! So now I have to buy the movie number two that just came out on dvd, Scusa ma ti voglio sposare.

"Il vero amore è come i fantasmi..Tutti ne parlano, ma sono pochi quelli che lo hanno visto davvero. "

...However, tonight the movie manage to make me more sad than anything else, donno why.... But hey, since a few years back it's quite normal that I get mentaly sad when I watch the Italian love movies, so nothing to worry about, haha.

Now I'm off to bed!

xoxo

~ Sugarfree - Scusa Ma Ti Chiamo Amore ~

Parapapapapa'

On my way to First floor with Stefi, Natalia, Guffi and some others. Sharing a niiice song before heading towards the dance floor :)

xoxo

~ Cidinho & Doca - Rap das Armas ~

Another 'repeat song'

Now all my old friends will say "oh no, not another Maria song". During the years I've been terrirising friends and flatmates with songs like I'll be missing you (Turkey with Anna), Dilemma (Borlange), Miss California (Halmstad), Lonely (With Erika in Riiiiimini), Beautiful girls (terrorised Kris in London), This is why I'm hot (at HFO in London), In this club (with Annah in London), Empire state of mind (before going to NY last year).. well you name it.

They are all the same kind of songs so you won't be surprised to know this is one of the songs on repeat in my room since this spring in Milan. It makes me happy :)

xoxo

~ Iyaz - Replay ~

Roma Roma Roma

On my way to Rome, viva!!

xoxo

~ Roma roma roma - Antonello Venditti ~

We No Speak Americano

Time to go out and daaaance :))

Best dance song - summer hit 2010

xoxo

~ We No Speak Americano - Yolanda Be Cool Vrs DCup ~

Un angelo non e'

A sweet Italian song before going to bed.

xoxo

~ Eros Ramazzotti - Un angelo non e' ~

Una canzone per te

Beautiful song before going to bed. Enjoy!

xoxo

~ Vasco Rossi - Una Canzone per te ~

18.04.2010 - Today's favourite song

TEOREMA - MARCO FERRADINI
(Click here to hear it in youtube)

Prendi una donna, dille che l'ami
scrivile canzoni d'amore
mandale rose, poesie
dalle anche spremute di cuore;
falla sempre sentire importante,
dalle il meglio, del meglio che hai
cerca di essere un tenero amante,
si sempre presente,
risolvile i guai.

E sta sicuro che ti lascerà
chi è troppo amato amore non dà,
e sta sicuro che ti lascerà
chi meno ama è il più forte si sa.

Prendi una donna, trattala male,
lascia che ti aspetti per ore,
non farti vivo e quando la chiami
fallo come fosse un favore
fa sentire che è poco importante,
dose bene amore e crudeltà,
cerca di essere un tenero amante
ma fuor dal letto nessuna pietà.

E allora si vedrai che t'amerà
chi è meno amato più amore ti dà,
e allora si vedrai che t'amerà
chi meno ama è il più forte si sa.

No caro amico,
non sono d'accordo,
parli da uomo ferito
pezzo di pane… lei se n'è andata
e tu non hai resistito…
Non esistono leggi in amore,
basta essere quello che sei,
lascia aperta la porta del cuore
vedrai che una donna è già in cerca di te.

Senza l'amore un uomo che cos'è
su questo sarai d'accordo con me,
senza l'amore un uomo che cos'è
e questa è l'unica legge che c'è.

Fantastic lyrics and a beautiful song, even if it's very very old :)

xoxo